Sometimes I wish I could go back in time, I wish I could go back to the infinite nights we spent under the full moon dreaming about each other. I wish I had loved you more than I did so I would have not pushed you away. Sometimes I wish you were here by my side. Sometimes I wish everything had been a nightmare so I could wake up wrapped in your arms one more time and tell you how happy and complete you would make me feel. Now that time has flown and separated our paths I’m no longer the spoiled girl you always talked about, time turned me into the woman you always wanted but never would have. If I had kept you by my side life would be full of dark doubts and unfulfilled dreams. The “I wish” vanishes through the wind along the humid night. You’re only a memory, you’re my history. Somewhere along the other side of the world you breathe while I write this and chances are we’ll never ever cross paths again.